IT JUST HAPPEN

My previous post was super emo. This morning, when I woke up, I just felt very 'fresh', as though a weigh of burden had left me. I felt a peace in me, an assurance. Although I can't really explain what had happened to me, but it just happened.

Before this, I felt many things. I felt that I couldn't trust anyone...I felt that no one actually cared for me...I felt that I'm useless, because I like to complain and stuff like that. Whatever people say I believe and follow..

But now, I'm starting to do a reflection on myself. A time for me to really speak to God, and open the road wide enough to let Him work in my life. Time is getting shorter. Procrastinate no more.

Anyway, I can't promise that there will not be any emo post.

SPEECHLESS

It's been a harsh time for me. Sick and tired and fed up. But still holding on. Wish that I do not need to make decision everyday..or think or even care about anything....I just wish....'coz I;m tired of thinking...I'm tired of listening...I'm tired of watching...

I tired of everything...and I wish so much for everything.....

I'm human too...let this time to be emo..

TODAY, I CHOOSE TO.....

Today, I choose to love,
For love makes all things beautiful,
And love cures all hatred.

Today, I choose to be contented,
For all that I am,
And all that I have.

Today, I choose to give,
For when you give of yourself,
You receive more than you give.

Today, I choose to say something nice,
For kind words do not cost much,
Yet they accomplish much.

Today, I choose to forgive,
For when you forgive,
You will be forgiven.

Today, I choose to be happy,
For when life gives me a thousand reasons to cry,
I'll show that I have a million reasons to smile.

Today, I choose to live life to the fullest,
For life offers many amazing things,
And life is wonderful if we know how to live it.

-by KAREN

COUNT

Count your blessings,

instead of your crosses.

Count your gains,

not your losses.

Count your joys,

instead of your woes.

Count your friends,

and not your foes.

Count your best years,

instead of your leans.

Count your courage,

and not your fears.

Count your laughs,

instead of your tears.

Count on your health,

instead of your wealth.

Count on Jesus Christ,

and not yourself!

-by unknown

FIND IT, USE IT, LIVE IT

I have always like to learn new things. I'll step in every door of opportunities that comes in my way. I like to be involve in something that interest me, something that feeds me knowledge, and something that keeps me on the move.

Since young, I have a lot of dreams and visions. But at times, the circumstances in life that are beyond our control makes your dreams to shatter. From where my dreams shattered, I try my very best to fix every pieces back together.

Although I have some knowledge about certain things, but I dare not say I master any. It feels discouraged at times, when people look down upon your 'incomplete abilities', and it makes you feel regret and guilty and ended up blaming yourself for getting involve in it.

I want to do so much more, but the sky is the limit. The feeling that you don't have the talent or ability to do certain things leads to dissatisfaction. And dissatisfaction leads to unhappiness. Soon, you began to loose confidence in yourself. Many times, we forget that the grass is greener on the other side, and we always take for granted on what God has blessed us with.

Sometimes, we have to make a discover on ourselves, on what we can do, and from there God will slowly bless and work into our lives because He wants us to be persevere and have faith in what we do.

Start searching now, as a Chinese proverb says "a thousand miles journey starts with a step". To achieve that hopes and dreams you long for, make the best out of what you already have in live. As a saying goes " when someone gives you a lemon, make a lemonade."

Never forget that everyone has a talent and achievements in their past that may not be immediately visible in the present.